and so we finally reach the inevitable point where we discuss about theology. ive been praying about this right from the start and finally we’re taking the first step to making plans for something for permanent but i dont really know how to address these things. i got tongue tied, i didnt know how to put my feelings into words, i tried too hard not to cross boundaries and i really dont like this. thats why i keeping putting it off. because of the background from where i came from, i dont like ‘fighting’ over theological beliefs. its not that i dont have my beliefs. i do, but i dont like to argue abt them cos too many people i know have broken up due to irreconciliable beliefs of theology, and i think that it is such a huge irony cos it displaces the whole point of christ. argh, oh god.
